Sorry to hear about your experience.
It could be very hard to feel that way and to stop that hatred, we would suggest the following :
1) It will be best to consult a medically trained local counsellor who can guide you on how to best handle the situation with your family. Your doctor can probably recommend someone suitable.
2) You should definitely listen to what your mother has to say on her part. This doesn't mean that you have to tell her you don't like her. Just tell her how you feel in a very positive and calm talk. Maybe she doesn't mean any of the things you are feeling.
3) When seeking medical advice you must run some bloods test to make sure you are not low on your essential Minerals and vitamins. This could make you feel blue and hopeless in life.
4) Make dua for your mother. There is none like ones mother in life. Making dua for her will really solve your issue,since love will start showing it's existence in yourself. It will also bless her with better health and strength to be able to stand beside you inshaAllah.
You are in our special prayers.
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